So it's been a while, infact it's been ages and ages and even my video blog which has far more impatient abusive people following it, has been neglected. The thing is im in a bit of a rut right now, just with life in general. I wish I could tell you everything that's fucked but it'd take too long and I can't even explain it to myself.
Anyway, it's really hard to find the motivation and inspiration to make videos or take photos or draw or write songs or bake or anything when you're just so tired. But it's getting better now. There's only a few weeks till the end of semester, and only 9 weeks until my 18th! I'm planning a party right now which is going to involve a wady-pool full of booze and a trillion fairy lights.

It's also been rainy the past few days which is gey since its the holidays. Monique, simona and I decided to head to the coast anyway it was an uhhhhmazing day. So fuck all you rain snobs who thought it'd be shit because of the weather.



The other thing i'd really like would be if I could just turn all the people that i dislike or that hurt me or are mean to me, into cats. Then i'd feed them custard and milk and love them and they'd love me back.

I know you'd be my favourite cat...